As
everyone does, I scour the news reports for some good news in the barrage of
predictions, statistics, data and advice with which we are inundated. This
makes me think about the words affect
and effect.
(As
you probably have noticed by now, my thought patterns do not proceed in a straight line.)
According
to the dictionary, “Affect is usually a verb, and it means to impact or
change.”
“Effect
is usually a noun, an effect is the result of a change, ‘something brought
about by a cause’; ‘a result’; ‘the way in which something acts on something
else’."
Seems
simple. But wait, these words are the Ginsu knives of language.
Affect
can be a noun: It means ‘a feeling or
emotion, as distinguished from cognition, thought or action; a strong feeling,
having active consequences’. Effect can be a verb: It means ‘to bring about’;
‘to cause to occur’; ‘to produce as a result’.
I
find everything about our present situation contradictory. In order to do something, we are asked to do
nothing. In order for the statistics to
get better, they must get worse. Verbs
become nouns, and nouns become verbs. I
want to affect change, but my affect is still one of a powerless person. I want the effect of my
actions to have a result, but that is too passive for me. I want to effect change, meaning I want to DO
something, to act, not to sit back and watch.
We
are asked to be alone together. We need
to physically separate ourselves from our
friends and loved ones, yet for
our mental health, we need to reach out to as many as possible. We are
told to depend on our screens for work, and education and entertainment,
when just weeks before we were told that too much screen time is bad for our
health. We are asked to avoid contact,
yet we want to find ways to help those in need.
We are asked to physically distance, and wear masks, but we want to go out for runs and strolls
and dog walks, without viewing every
oncoming pedestrian as a potential instrument of our destruction. And I,
as an urbanite, long for the definition of “the city” to be associated again
with the energy of the crowd, the
vitality I feel while passing, and yes, bumping into people all hurrying toward
a job, a meal, a meeting, a love, and not with the present definition of a
vector for disease. I yearn for the time when the sounds of traffic energize me,
rather than sadden me when I hear only the sirens.
I
listened to Queen Elizabeth’s speech the
other day. She quoted an old World War II song, that my late father used
to sing when I was a child ( he was in
the British army). It made me
happy. I hope it does you too.
We'll meet again
Don't
know where
Don't
know when
But
I know we'll meet again some sunny day
Keep
smiling through
Just
like you always do
'Till
the blue skies drive the dark clouds far away
Here
is one of my favorite evocations of “the city” all cosy together in symbiotic
support. This is Once Upon A Time”
by Najwa Al Amin. Art Heals.
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